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[Mar. 7th, 2011|12:40 am] |
Should I create a tumblr? Hmmm
All of us desire for something. but do we really work hard enough and have that increasing (or at least constant) hunger for that something? Will time thin our fire?
In my walk with God, I noticed something. I want a lot of people around me to be saved. At least, I want to share with them the God who have provided me so much. I want to let them know the Truth even before they make a bias judgement to believe in Him or not. One moment, we can be so fired up, crying out to God to move our friends' heart, allow them to be more open to His words. But how long can this flame last. I am really thankful that God always shows and tells me whenever I am drifting away from Him. I dont want to remain stagnant at this level. Once we get too comfortable with where we are now, it means it is time for us to move on to the next higher level. (: God will pull you THROUGH your life and not just simply PLACE you in that place. I will protect my hunger for Him. I will not be fired up for God only during services but also weekdays. Coming to service is no long like recharging your faith battery. It is going to be like increasing my maximum capacity of faith. AMEN! |
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[Feb. 14th, 2011|08:11 am] |
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i love my family, i love all my church mates, leaders and pastors, i love tkus, i love doublereeds, i love my 08s101. but ABOVE ALL, I KNOW, DEEP DOWN, I LOVE GOD. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2011|06:38 am] |
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God has shown me so many wonderful things and has performed amazing miracles.. I cant possibly let it go so easily. Not only is this my problem.. It is His problem as well. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2010|11:27 am] |
bitchy band people <3
just pray that army will zoom pass asap. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2010|09:41 am] |
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i heard there are 2000 people fighting for 800 slots for business in smu. place emphasis on 'heard' . pray hard that i will be confident later. dont panic vincent |
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[Apr. 11th, 2010|10:43 am] |
was reading through the blog and I just realise that I blog when i feel frustrated. so i shall recount some of the happy things i encountered recently.
A levels results were okay. I wont say it is well done but just okay. Was quite contented. So far, SMU have called me down for interview which happens to be tomorrow and the attire is formal wear and i needa do last minute shopping for formal clothes. Since i just scraped a pass for GP, smu requires me to go for some essay writing. I am not going to let my nervousness to affect my performance at there tomorrow. BMT is interesting, meeting new people and stuffs. Encouraging one another and helping each other out. I can feel the brotherhood you know you know? but it is saddening to see that we are going ot part our ways already. aww. will miss you guys. doubt anyone of you will read this. okay. enough for typing. Gotta prepare stuffs for interview tomorrow |
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[Apr. 15th, 2009|08:34 pm] |
the friendship we once built together,
the promise that was made,
which i naively believed,
and held on to it.
until i see it, hear it, i believe all those were lies.
im going to get a major breakdown soon.
disappointed with my grades
disappointed with my performance in band
disappointed in not being a good friend
disappointed in being a human being in this lonely world.
first time i feel so.. fucked up.. really. fk-ed up.
somehow i dont believe in friendship.
i really hope someone will just slap in the face and wake me up from this nightmare.
how come will we feel so separated frm the rest?
i just feel im not part of the group anymore.
maybe what someone said was right, im an outcast.
indeed, i am.
it just so happens what that someone said suits my emotions now.
although it was meant for a joke.
really. damn fucked up |
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[Jan. 10th, 2009|02:01 pm] |
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it is super irritating when ppl screwed up your plans. well, people may thing that it is a joke. and they can laugh all they want. but sometimes they dint realise some jokes can cause unpleasement to people. well, what has been done is done. no point dwelling it. maybe things should be left it that way.
i just dont want to face the truth although the truth is just right in front of me. i would rather live in a dream where it is much blissful and have cheap thrills rather than facing the harshful truth. confused confused confused. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2009|12:09 am] |
       sry peiqi. ): picutre removed
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[Jan. 3rd, 2009|07:34 pm] |
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sometimes things are meant to be forgotten when it is screwed up. |
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